So good ya know, a little bit 'O good luck lately, some fierce synchronicity, feel the epiphany. Alright night out, took my Dad out for the night in one of the smaller yet bigger town. I call it Big Town. LOL. Anyway it was fun in the end. First we had sub par food but good beer at a quieter location than the open mic pub. Had to eat but... yea the food was sickening, makes me not want to choke on cheese and meat ever again, those are mean tummy streets!! All the beer made me feel better. Got a free one for helping a guy that wanted to play guitar in one mic at the pub when I got back to that location and it was less busy.
Tripping on many things tonight. Thinking of this one artist from back in the 80s who I could get to meet if I secure the VIP seat in time. From Canada from some of the places I've lived around. Have the ticket to their show already so at least I will be present when they show. I don't want to say too much about it. It's almost subliminal thought, taking down the current mythology and creating a new one after mirror imaging it finding oh, this culture I don't like looking at because look at it, a state of animal in a cage decadence. Face on the horror and trauma, face off with the faceless interface. Suffice to say I am an 80's child.
Now the mind almost seems to turn into goo but not really. I am feeling more solidified in ways feeling solidarity with respect to childhood experience and memory. Remembering the trips and the traumatic events. More confusion that anything. Really I know I'm on my own trip yet can still relate when the vibe is right to me. Still having late days, almost overthinking, not really, trying to re-gain some intensity of intelligence. Get political again. There is much more I am working on. I am really working allot in the background lately. This is good. Kind of separating myself to build up a craft to bring back into the fold.
Now I will go to sleep, sooo tired woo! So pumped!! Goodnight everyone!