Sometimes I do that. Stay up and think. It's getting late again and I am sleepy. Just wanted to make some sort of update.
Life has been a slog yet I still feel a new era of life working out for me. Just want to get to mid December and see where the situation is at by then. I mentioned before my dad going in for surgery for skin cancer. Just want to get through that ordeal and have him heal up.
In the mean time there is still much on my mind. So much unfinished aspirations. What I want to say and express..it's all waiting to be let out and heard. I want my practice time. I still must work for it to have some time to spend on the craft. For now I keep reading. Keep my intelligence and comprehension intact.
Have been working a small job in the neighoring town so at least I'm getting out of my house. I feel some shift and mood lift. I still feel the uneasiness of wanting the situation to get better. I let that keep me motivated then feel down or want to give up. I always know life's potential is so great. Strive for the situation that you know feels right. Now I'm getting hot and will have a break outside before I go to bed. Keep on life's struggle, tell the story.
