Another one of those times where you take it all in, look at life, move forward, cheer up for the right reasons. Almost lose yourself to let your self go to see yourself in action. Get out of your own way and pay attention to how you are acting. Like you are getting to know yourself like you would someone else except only you know your own experience. The stride to get political, have the thought experiment. Get to talking to people instead of making up stories in your head. Dispel us and them, at the same time respect our differences where it matters.
One of those times where you know things could be so great! Go for your ideals. Even if it seems impossible. World Peace for example. It feels more real, more genuine, even if you are alone, have the whole culture against you and the devil against you too! Still worth it so you may gain some insight and be able to share it to help out. New information has a healing effect. Although all change, even positive is traumatic. Hopefully we can have a safer environment to go through personal transformations, it won't make it easier but it will make it more possible.
Even so called mental illness - if people had the right receptive environment, the poor, people with addictions, social and emotional problems etc.. they could get though it. Currently society still treats the poor and disenfranchised like sub human animals. Sickening. Shows the current arrogance. Those that stand on the sidelines and act like the current situation is okay while mocking the people who are harmed by it must be taught a severe lesson about being mean in such empty gestures. We gotta face down that attitude and stop it dead. The military mentality must be discredited, regimen(t) must be maintained. Find the order out of the current chaos. Seize power, use it for the good. But not without a plan, hope is not a plan. The un finished revolutions fail and then stack up on each other throughout time further compounding on each new youth generation. Generation #1 How to finish these unfinished revolutions in the new revolution!?
It's something about instead of enabling the easy outs currently prescribed by culture it's about individuals being able to speak their own voice. Feeling safe to tell their own story while having their privacy ensured at the same time. We currently live in a very paranoid society. There is an arrogance in all these people feeling like they are being ripped off all the time! It's part of the mindset of the consumer society. Trolls prey on this 'don't you think you are being ripped off' ploy to rile people up, power trip, to sit back and watch people distrust one another as entertainment. It's fucken stupid!! All this puffed up bully bullshit over money and power, more like trinkets and displaced aggression to me. In the meantime people just want to be heard. The enragement is not about being ripped off, it's about money being more important than human beings, the environment while the disintegration of social cohesion made by these power hungry hoarding corporations continues. Mostly against the poor and minorities with tactics like gentrification. Every country is a corporation too. Like were not just being ripped off, extreme poverty is a form of genocide. Only the well off act like they are being ripped off mostly.
In the end it's not about black or white, it's shaded of grey, it's poverty discrimination and displaced aggression period. The frustrated paranoid society finds scapegoats. Doesn't really matter who. Although some have had it worse than others. Even if white people fucked up their own people they hurt other peoples worse. In the paper they try that card of we slaved our own people too to downplay what really happened to First Nations. Minorities are more discriminated against by far in current society, no real change. Still it's not a contest between who got ripped off the worst or whose genocide was more horrific.
So yea just unloading some thoughts tonight. I want to continue to grow, to let it out, figure myself out, figure out the culture. Not be too biased, not being too scared, or tripped or trapped. Not leaning on artists too much instead appreciate the true recognition where due. Thank those artists and thinkers for the insights and synchronicity that you recognize and shifting your thoughts to different ways of thinking/relating as well. Somehow there is a bond to be a had, a community feel that isn't culty, more refreshed and freeing. Ok I'll have fun now!
