I've had that feeling before. It's kinda like losing your religion. When you have a revelation your perspective shifts or changes. This has happened in a few points in life. I sense something similar now.
The last year was kinda hell but interesting. Now I'm feeling a life change. Some success on steemit has something to do with that too! I never held as much value in anything. Now to get out of that long droning work mode and onto creativity!
It is another synchronicity with the new Twin Peaks. The main character Agent Cooper was stuck in the nether realm of The Black Lodge for 25 years! He was put back into the real world and he is so out of it he can barely function. It's like coming out of a major shock. It takes time to get your bearings again. He can barely walk or communicate yet can remember some bits of who he really is. In the meantime he has an evil doppleganger running around causing shit. Yea I can relate to some of the symbolism there.
I feel like I'm coming out of the nether realm of social confusion and poverty. Getting my bearings, remembering my dreams. Step by step I feel more whole again. Now apart from the rush life I can slow down and think again. Get back to feeling like a whole person and not just a wage slave.
Keep the awarenesses up. I was emotional this morning seeing how my account value jumped,working on debt relief..I've come along way...now I have the chance I believe to really be going places.
