The special times don't seem to end now, they seem to begin now. The fight is on yet to express it all to stay sane, keep healthy. I will make some home made food. Some soup. Soup is best. Still feeling a bit under the weather but good too. My thoughts are feeling more focused. I will keep getting relaxed while staying alert. Feel like I could get to writing a speech or a book about issues in society. Like talk to students about how cops are killing people with mental issues, figure the kind of training they would need to approach situations like that. I'm thinking on that kind of way. Systemic prejudice pushing out the poor is no way to have pride for where you live. You read in the papers of youth having addictions and emotional and mental fatigue. Theres something there to talk about is what I'm getting at. I could get down and have something to say
Worked on a bit more music stuff. Ready to get down and mix some of it together. Still experimenting yet saving the sounds I make, gathering them by bpm to later mix down into prolonged entertainment. Getting a little sick is reminding me to take care of myself too. The last years have been a stress mess, now I'm feeling my grounding come back to get back to thought experiment testing. Life is changing all around, I'm expanding more in the social music realm, the jobs the fam has are changing. I could work towards a new job too, or even go to some school later. Things are still tough, yet life seems to be getting out of pause mode more. I've been building up, keeping the ideas, memories, experience to blend out to some story telling type vibe.
Be of good cheer this season! Now I'm ready to go to the dream realm, have a good sleep to feel better. Looking forward to tomorrow. I think I can get to my glory and have fun with some sort of creative process. I'm feeling it more. Kinda cool. Getting more festive and hopefully feisty! I like to feel the energy come back after being able to be calm for a time.