Perhaps Schizophrenia Lite is working for me!! LOL A different sort of shared relation notion beyond political pop cultural bias. May feel good to just breathe for awhile! The smoke around here did clear today. You can get political on the fire. No more paper from trees period! Canaduh gov't wants to monopolize weed and not switch to hemp at the same time!? I know what my platform would be - the anti-marijuiana legalization (decriminalize instead) pro hemp. Fuck Marijuana!! I screamed at a Marijuana Party politician who came to my high school in the late 90's trying to get me to vote for him just 'cause I fit his perception of a stoner kid!! Fuck you, how dare you!!!! When I said Fuck Marijuana it looked like he wanted to hit me! Lol.
Against all the pitiful haze rituals. Sure we need cliches in oder to think, we can also learn to put ourselves in another's shoes. Ethical sociologist. Every child is a sociologist. Taking bogus notions for granted is closing the stance of questioning and wonderment. No longer being curious on how the place we live in and social structure came to be. I'd rather stand in awe and not pretend to know yet know what I've already always known. Keep open while keeping your privacy. To be vulnerable and protected can seem difficult most of the time. There are currently no safe learning or earning environments. Pah! Not even a place to weep!!
There's allot going on around here lately! I cannot really speak on it yet it feels like a definite shift and still fighting for our life to be lived. We are facing certain things and that can be a relief. The positive apocalypse, the apocalypse worth having can be achieved!! It's kinda cool these situations are getting so intense and even personal that I can't talk about them as much. It's shifting focus on other ways to express these experiences and realizations. Once in awhile you can get back to someone you can talk to. I like to save some conversations for certain people. I remember when I was young the frustration of not being able to find people to tell my story to who would listen. Many would say go away kid your bothering me one way or other. How is a kid to find social stability or trust in such a place? Gross negligence. Yet there are artists and authors who speak on the same (language)topics, you can talk to them. The final report would go to the top of the law, academy and music chart. When you verify your understanding or modify with further lucid knowledge it can be known on a wider range.
