The wobbling lines, through the moody broods, find that ethic, upgrade the attitude. I'm feeling like the more anxiety, isolation, alienation the better more reason to get uplifted and pumped. There seems to be a defeatist culture that tries to say the more down you feel the more you should try to escape reality and beat yourself up for it. No! Be a rebel of the rebels. Face it straight, take it all in. Let go of the paranoid society of blame that uses ad hominem fallacy arguments. I don't think the way out of say addiction is to feel guilty of it, the way out is to feel empowered and acknowledged instead. You can know the story of how you got here then know how to tell a different story to get out. Change is shift of focus and doesn't have to be so traumatic.
So yea I've liked recording all these 'ghost voices' on these apps and laughing 'cause it reminds me of The Borg! Hmm, that could be it, I could make some Borg like mass culture sound track songs. Could be a little theme for me to lift off of right now. What are all these voices saying? How to differentiate between the many voices we hear or read in culture. Are those voices, words, notions etc. historically sound or politically biased? There must be some kind of ethical code by which to valuate varying sources of information. You could spot fake news just by the wording, could read the culture like a book. Yea, cool! Seems I can get into some more linguistico themes here. I've said before the current mass culture dumbs people down by only addressing the mass at a grade 8 to 10 level! We can do better than that!! Here and now! To me that's the battle, against stupidity, hardest enemy because you must forgive them for they know not what they do. To take on the creeps then you must make your forgiveness merciless!!
Sometimes you have to shut off all media, turn off all opinions, don't listen to anybody! Trust your own experience, that goes even beyond words! Sometimes the realm of experience of non-words can be articulated into words, yet the listener would have to become familiar with the back drop of where your experience resides to understand it. Communication is possible, at base we are all simple creatures that experience life in basic fundamental ways. All man made technologies we have are bound to natural laws of the cosmos. Humanity playing gawd is a joke cause humanity is gawd! As in gawd! I never thought of it that way before. We are not special but not garbage either. There is something fun about life that in order to not take it too seriously we must take it at least seriously enough!
Keep the interest open, don't close your self by attaching to economics, ideology or just being plain anti-social acting defiant for no apparent reason. The power/control trip can be a nasty one! How to get out of the trap of the nose on the grindstone where you lash out at everyone while defending the chains that bind you. I never wanted over-schooling by the system, work, money, organized religions, distracting entertainments etc. to take from the core of my being or my core values. Fought to stay intact, may thrash around a bit, though have known that calm conquers all and the freaking out is also great too at awareness that something's bugging me and amiss. I'm getting to the calm-spazz!! LOL
