On Monday I lost my Best friend of 11 years Unexpectedly, Its been a really tough thing to get my head around and I really miss him when I leave for work and when I get home. Seeing him passing away and after he passed, I feel really affected me psychologically. Every time I think about him I get sad and miss him so much.
To make matters worse, I cant seem to get away from the news this week, people at work talking about it, friends and family. Normally I never watch news because I feel that they just blow up and exxagerate things in order to get more public attention. I just rather keep them away.
I have always been a super positive and upbeat person. Normally I see the silver lining in everything. Although I have so many things to be grateful for and I know that my family and I are doing great, and have so many great things coming our way, I still feel a little congested and weighed down this week.
I am hoping that an Early fishing trip with the Wife Tomorrow to Sanibel Island can help lift my spirit and get back to regular schedule again. Its been tough to run a business when you are weighed down and heart is heavy. I do feel that the congestion and mental weight is about to run its course how ever.