I can act strong,
I can speak a lot
I can hide my tears,
I can fake a smile.
You will never see the pain I'm hiding,
You will never know the content of my heart,
I will never let you know my desire and hope,
For it is all too late,
I am currently unfixable.
Could you walk away without me letting you go?
Because I do not have the strength to push you away.
Separated from you I can lift a mountain,
Standing in front of you,
I cant even lift finger.
Let the almighty help us to make a better decision,
For now it is not our time anymore.
My strength is all because of her,
Our precious little girl.
It is now her time.
One thing that I want you to acknowledge,
Is that I will do anything I can for her even if it mean hell for me.
My dearest heart,
Broke into a thousand pieces,
Just to give a chance that was never appreciated.