I have been spending a lot of my time doing nothing. I am losing my muscle power, losing my lung endurance, and cardio fitness with all the resting that I have been doing. Last year, in 2022, my office had been organizing a weight loss challenge for 10 weeks in a row and I manage to lose around 4 kilograms. It feels a bit good.
In May last year also the moment I lose my relationship because of the drug addiction. It is not me but my partner. Now only me and my daughter is left and I am struggling to balance our life especially financially. I believe that I can manage though it is indeed a bunch of struggle. It is almost a year since our separation and yes, I have been lazy for a year or more.
I just started writing a blog again, recently I started hiking with my daughter and I feel good about it. Well, having extra money for outdoor activities will be much better and I am working to reach this goal.
Life is good with my daughter now. She is growing to be an angel that saves me from misery. She gave me smiles in my sadness and she gave me strength in my weakness. I want to and I must be a better person than I am now to make her get the life I want her to have. Whatever she chooses after that, I want to be there for her just like she is with me now.
Life might pinch us down, step on us and destroy every pathway that we find but as long as we can stand up again after a fall, nothing will be able to slow us down or stop us from getting the life we deserve to have.
# Have faith, be courageous, and don't give up on living because of one misery
Let all the misery happen because some said that once we get through one, there is a promising better life after that. Let it happen one after another. Yesterday is always a lesson for today to be better. Struggles will always be the reason for success.