Lately, there are a lot going on in my mind. Everyday I will be thinking of new things that I can't get a conclussion of such as...
- Which am I?
- How do I behave? Should I be me or should I be what they want me to be?
- What is my purpose?
- How can I accept things as they are?
- When can I quit doing things that I don't exactly enjoy?
- Can I just follow instruction without judging the situation with my own thought or even make any suggestion?
- Can I at least get a life with less stress?
- When can I live the life I want to?
The truth is, I'm tired of spending maybe half of my life doing things that I'm not even sure what it is for or how long should I will be doing it.
I have different goals in my mind but I end up trying to achieve what some else goals for me. I'm not even sure if it is for me.
By the end of the day, I still go on with my life normally with all of this questions unanswered by myself.
Question become burden but I can't stop myself from questioning. I guess that is how I am as a human being.
Well, that is all for now.
Feel free to leave me some answer or any thoughts in my comment below.