In the past, I never really felt how painful it was about going. In this life, actually death is an absolute thing to happen. However, still death becomes a scary thing for some people. As a religious person, remembering death is a good thing. This is to spur ourselves to continue to pursue goodness.
As I grew older, I saw death after death continue to occur. Even though death itself is not a matter of age but fate. God has written the destiny of human life before man himself lives his life in the world.
The more I grew up, the death I waited for was returned. My life changed from a spoiled child and a hard ego to a different person. It is true the saying that death teaches many things to humans. Consciously or not we will realize that the departure of someone we care about is so difficult to remove. There are many hearts injured for someone's death. Not because you will never meet again, but because there will be longs that will never be treated by anyone and anything.