I found out i was having a baby last year after my last cage fight in November 2017 my partner and I were shocked and excited by the news, As a professional MMA fighter i did think about my career and was ready to let it take a back seat while i was pregnant. But 3months into the pregnancy i went through a miscarriage and my partner and i were devastated, we were lucky to have great family support and each other but we still went though the pain of it all and i have honestly found it so hard to get my body back into hard training and clean eating mode again, i know i wont let this break me but it is hard to let go , This is real life and things aint always easy but i really wanted to share my story becauce sometime you never know who can relate with simular situations and to gain strengths from hard times is one of my main life lessons. Just one question how do some of you cope with hard times ?