It's been about one full week having been back on Big Island since August 3, and the biggest phrase I have is:
I'm so TIRED.
Since August 3, I've moved around to around 3 different homes across the areas in the Lower Puna area of Big Island.
And while I'm very much grateful for the open hospitality of friends, it can be a bit weary not having a permanent place to quote on quote "move on with life".
Literally, still living off my small backpack and this one carry-on suitcase that I've had with me on the around the world trip since May 1, 2018 til my return on August 3 .. just living off the few amounts of clothes and my laptop LOL:
While I move around, many of my personal goals have to be put on hold momentarily, mostly with my artwork, where my art supplies are held in.
I trust the Universe and the plans to unfold.
That's what I constantly tell myself, whether verbally or in my head.
It's the one comforting phrase right now in tough times where I just really don't know what will happen day-to-day.
I'm just holding strong. That's all.
There is no alternative, as the alternative is simply giving up ... which would be obviously easy, but gets me nowhere.
