For most women, motherhood is a Russian roulette of emotions and challenges that bring out the best in us, because of the various publications talking about the role of women and their influence on the lives of others, I felt motivated to write these lines, to describe all the challenges and discoveries that we experience when we are mothers.
I think the primary discovery is that most women experience a sense of happiness so genuine that we had not experienced it before, and the recognition of truly loving this incredible little person that God made grow within us, then come innumerable challenges to overcome.
If you are a new mother, from a very small family where there are no babies, the challenges are greater because you must assume motherhood I will discover your best way of doing things.
Many think that being a mother is very simple and natural, but I tell them no, it is really a wonderful experience and at the same time stressful for many, because we disconnect from our role as a woman, from our own lives and needs, until we find a balance.
I want to share with you, a very personal situation, although very common in my country, I am a single mother, I consider it that way, because after the separation I was mother and father 100% of this time, economically and emotionally speaking, that situation, It is one of the most painful situations in my life, not because I fail, not because I do not feel loved, it is because I knew that I would not give my daughter the family that every child deserves, that feeling of guilt, tormented me and I can not help feeling resentment with him; my daughter deserves a responsible father with her and loving and deep down I know that it was me who was wrong, from the beginning, I could choose better, I could give my daughter a better life, I think many can feel empathy with these emotions that I still experiment.
Despite the difficulties and difficult moments, hours without sleep, moments of being strong when inside I wanted to collapse, I do not change these years for anything, she is my impulse to be better, to fight to give her a better world, she has taught me true love, and above all, there are many moments of joy, the smiles we have shared, the magic of playing and being girls for a while, watching her grow up becoming an adorable little woman, those small but great things, are what make motherhood the best of all experiences, that roller coaster of emotions and challenges would not exchange them for absolutely nothing.
Issabella is my Zahir, a gift from God, perfect and wonderful, and I only live infinitely grateful to God for having chosen me to be his mother.
Greetings and thank you very much for reading. This is my first publication in English, any suggestion would be a great contribution for future publication in English. Have a great day.
