Dear Steemit Diary,
I don't know what's going on. I'm just gonna leave it that way. I don't think I have enough strength to think more about it. I'll have to be optimistic despite the never-ending conundrum going on. Life is too short, I just don't like to delve into another mystery of what is going on. Keep on pressing towards the goal of what real goal I'm into.
What is clear is we keep on moving. What is now is what we are capable of. We can't see what is not to be seen at all. I'll have to carry this, alone. Can't tell how long it will take, but we can have our situation under control, we always sway from left to right, funny things is, we've always come up smiling after all!
As for the now, well, it's always happening, there are no patterns, it must be the same way with too many different patterns, but they are not the same. They are just there for us to see because we are limited to that. We can only grasp what we can, but for how long isn't in our hands.
How am I going to survive every obstacle? I do not have any idea about that, the only way to survive is to see it coming and find a way to resolve it, whether it's fast or too slow to get it solved we keep on doing it. The purpose of being us in here is nothing of short of every move we make, we continue not just to live, but we continue on living, strive for for more!
It may be not as complicated as it seems on a surface when we see it clearly, we may try not to look more on the inside, but when the problem now is within, it's how you dealt with it when the manifestation has arrived.
The circumstances within us may lie in what we may already have been dealing with so many times. It could be easily detected if we are being watchful or vigilant. Somehow we are human, our frailty can lead to many different avenues of fault. I'm thinking, I'm here, I'm trying to survive and still surviving.
San Mateo, Rizal
February 9, 2018
