Omgee!!! I just can't believe I've been away from steemit for 2 months now. It has been a very bz life and schedules are so hectic.
I have been so bz trying to juggle my time between two jobs and gigs. I have a full time job as a TV presentor for a gaming news channel at night and continues to do admin stuff for a journalism company by day. In between these I still accept writing gigs on my free days, working as an event based PR writer for one of the biggest telecommunications company in the Philippines.
Wow, sounds so fancy. Am I rich now? Still no. Lol. The more I think of it though, the more I realized that I like this lifestyle better. I hate staying at home with nothing to do. It will make me feel stuck and depress. I kinda wonder of I am unconciously trying to value my self based on productivity. And, is that a bad thing?
Anyway, I am glad because atleast I still keep my social life intact. I still go out with my friends. Most importantly, I am able to give better financial support to my family.
But then right now, I woke up at 6 am and went out of bed immediately. The familiar tugging in my heart is present again. It makes me feel that what I am doing isn't enough, that I should do something productive today.
Perhaps this is the reason why I started writing again. I just realized how therapeutic writing is for me. It made me feel like I can talk openly about how I feel. Doing it on steemit makes me feel productive because I know it's gonna earn. I am also lam also listing my short term goals to make me feel motivated. I wonder if I am the only person who feels that 'tug' on the chest too everytime they need to achieve something.
Are you like that too?
Lately my body has been telling me to visit the beach or go on a vacation. The familiar 'tug' is doing it again. God,how I miss the beach. Can't wait to travel again soon.
So this is me officially back! Expect more writings from me in the coming days! Glad to meet you all!