Well. For someone chronically ill, death is not scary. I'm just ought to explore our small, little world in shorter time, pushing me forward. I want to grow, gain experience, try things, no matter what will happen.

Before death I want to make sure that at least some people will remember me, because our legacy is the most important thing to leave - what is the point of living if you aren't going to leave something positive after your demise.

For those, feeling crushed down by life I want to dedicate those words, composed by Timo Kotipelto, vocalist of Stratovarius power metal band:

Time goes by, but you can't rest
Too many things, and you're obsessed
Trying to find some sense to it all

No one knows what you've been through
Like no one cares, but its not true
Turn the page and make a fresh start

When you are low you should know
You are not the only lonely soul
And you will find the strength inside
There is no more need to hide

Just carry on, fulfill your dreams
Don't let them try to pull you down
So carry on and reach your goal
Stand proud, don't give up
March on 'til the end
The road is long but you'll reach the final bend

This song has special meaning to me, motivating me to carry on during my 'weak' moments.