Silence
When things around me are
Silent
that is when the desire gains a little strength.
-It’s not as loud as it once was-
-Its has toned down to a whisper of sorts-
Many small whispers
-Just take a small hit, nobody will know-
-Remember how delicious it tastes?-
-It won’t hurt just to take one hit off of your vape for old times sake-
The slight temptation is still there. Though it doesn’t seem near as strong, it is still there.
My drive to quit is so much stronger than the temptation to startup again, I just laugh.
Muahahahaha
This road hasn’t been easy and will not continue to be. I just have to stay honest with myself and when I say I Quit That means I Quit
How can I expect to be honest with others if I am not honest with myself.
There are moments when I feel sort of lost and not sure what to do, with all those little 2 minute Vaping sessions.
I guess I never realized how frequently I would hit that dang thing. Well I guess it was a lot when I was vaping between 20-30mls a day.
“Hey Man
Got Any Vape?”
I am definitely making good progress mentally and with the physical behaviors as well.
No sunflower seeds today
😎😎
Get my mouth healed up a bit. We had Tacos the other night and I could barely put any hot sauce on them at all.
SUPER LAME!!
My mouth was on fire and in pain.
Dang Seeds!!
I have got a lot of work to do tomorrow.
Take my Wife’s Lincoln Navigator in to get the A/C compressor fixed...again!! I swear it has been every frickin year for the past 3 years I have had to have work done on the A/C system in that thing.
An hour drive there
An hour drive back
Then it’s time to do some
Man-Stuff
Hopefully I can finish the Duck enclosure.
I went looking for a big roll of Chicken wire and the 2 stores I went to were sold out.
😳😳
There are a couple other places to check tomorrow.
I did manage to put some vinyl inside their house today.
Or should I say Mansion
😂😂
This is goin to make cleaning it out so easy.
Well it’s movie time with the Family
Plus it is gettin late.
Until next time
Steem on
And
Splatts - 4
Vape - 0