Being a mother and a college student is getting pretty tough for me now . This challenge seems to possible as first and now it seems very difficult . My baby will be 1 month old this Tuesday and time is moving very fast . With college , assignments and reading are piling up and it seems like every second of my life is so busy that 24 hours in a day are not enough anymore . One second I'm reading a chapter, the next second he's crying to he held or hungry.
I'm starting to loose my mind honestly, this is a difficult challenge and I just wish my husband was here to help . This is my last semester and I know I have to do this for him and he's just a baby that he doesn't know anything . After being up all night (baby is constipated for days) I decided to take a long walk this morning to refresh my mind and honestly I just kept going and going . Then I sat down on the benches and starred into the skies and the water and I just didn't want this moment to end . The positive energy this was giving me, I just wanted to stay forever .
This is just the beginning to motherhood and life , I know when he gets a little older , it will be a tad bit easier but sometimes don't you just wish life was easier ? Less complicated?