What's holding back your happiness?
Sometimes the biggest enemy of happiness is also yourself. I wake up every morning feeling empty inside. Dress up and go to school as my usual routine. My past years was composed of undending rants and complains of why of all people in the world "why it was me?" why I can't be happy. Why these people are mean? Why the world is not round? Why?
But one day I dreamt of happier world and smiling people. Every night I imagined if I'll be more nice, if I'll accept how things sometimes works not the way you wanted, and If I'll start within myself. From that day onwards I made it as my reality. The world is still not round but I'm happy. I made a world where I am thankful instead of displeased, where I make people smile and laugh, and where I accept I can't change and question things.
I disassociated with toxic people, and the girl inside me before which is doubtful now live in the past only.
Way back in high school I used to be mean to myself, all confidence lock up in box. But as I enter college, I found myself to where I can be happy. Even then, I used to part of a big circle of friends and up to now but the difference is that I never doubted their friendship anymore. My anxiety consumed my younger days but I learned to let it go.
I surround myself with positive people. Now I am free as bird in the sky. I chose to be genuinely happy and that happiness starts within me. I still got sad sometimes but I learn that it's okay I am human I am bound to feel a lot of emotion.
Now for you, if you are sad right now. Take a deep breath, and smile.
We create our own reality, you can be sad for all your life but you can choose the other way around. Find your strengths, learn your weaknesses, and make it as your weapon so can genuinely be happy.
What's making you happy? Comment down and let me know about it. Please upvote if you like this one. xoxo