This morning during my quick morning coffee and work preparations, read this - preparing for execution- I was observing watercolor I was working on last evening..
And that creepy moment got into me again..Not sure do you guys doing some art have same problem..
When you start doing something new, full with ideas, bursting with energy, several pieces you made are good, thinking this is it..and than just at one moments you stop...
And than that emotion sneaks into your soul..this is not so good..
...what is this?
...what am I doing with this?
...this is so usual..
...something is missing...
..this should be done in some other way..
And that dark cloud is starting to hang over your head..And instead rain it pours questions and doubt about your work..
I thought over years I will get over this things, but there is that moment I stumble each time I go into some process of work..
That feeling of questioning quality of your work..And no matter what other say, no matter how much encouragement you get, you are your worst enemy, you and your mind.
Do others have those moments, do those artist you admire so much have same issues, do they go down with energy this low and thinking if they should quit everything..
It's like riding the wave, all the time trying to stay on it but sometimes you just finish into water covered with some other wave..
I know this feeling will pass, only moment being in it is always so heavy to handle..
