Sometimes I meet people who telling me " I can do anything, always finish my projects (etc), but I don't have any good idea".
Could you live that way?! Even in my worst struggle against frames, structure, deadlines, im 100% sure that I would not change my brain for a neurotipical one.

Our frontal lobe made a deal with the devil (?). You cant be creative without this strugle. (at least its very rare.)

This can be useful for u:
Jordan Peterson: The Course of Creativity