I've had a few nice days, one of them was my birthday, I Turner 59, one more year to 60, I'm sure I missed a few years as its come around to quickly.
My birthday started with me and my daughter going out for breakfast then to do a little shopping, sadly I wasn't feeling great so after breakfast I bough myself a new top then went home. I had to pull myself around for my birthday meal out. We went to a new place called Namaste Indian Restaurant, we have driven past it quite a few times saying we have to try there, my mother in law had been and said it's lovely. Me, hubby, hubbys mum our daughter and her boyfriend had a really good time, the food was very nice, we will be going back. I was happy having my most favourite people around me.
After the meal me, hubby and his mum went to the shops as needed a few things. When we got out my mother in law had bought me a Birthday cake and a lovely bunch of flowers plus bought me a bottle of Marc Jacobs Daisy perfume. I had already recieved a lovely bunch of flowers of a friend.
MY FLOWERS SITTING NEXT TO SPROUT
MY BIRTHDAY CAKE
I haven't been in a good place for a few weeks since we had a family breakdown, its now been nearly 4 months since I've seen my granddaughter. I haven't looked at her photos since this happened so the memory of her little face has faded a lot. I never thought in a million years this would happen as I loved my little family but learned that you can't keep someone if they don't want to be kept. I know I've done nothing wrong neither has hubby so we aren't going to stew over it, little one would have had a better life with us in it as she would be travelling with us and would have been spoilt rotten, but can't force myself where I'm not wanted. I have a clear conscience, both my daughters were raised with loads of love, care and understanding.
Now is just me, hubby and my youngest daughter, I know she would never stop us from seeing her, there has been no arguments for 4 months, we have all got along really well. Life isn't what I expected it to be but its still good and getting better all the time. I have some amazing support that I couldn't do without. Sometimes families don't work out...
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