GOOD LUCK FOR THE NEW WEEK
Well today has been as I expected, crappy with lots of pain and Brain fog, look after yourselves as one simple wrong move can put you in the same position, don't do anything to risky.
I woke up after another bad night wishing I could just sleep, thinking about having to go through yet another day of feeling like this sometimes makes me wish I didn't wake up. Knowing your going to be in pain and knowing your brain is going to be 5 minutes behind everyone else's is daunting. You know those jabs of pain are going to come and those horrible dizzy spells when you stand up, thankfully we have a toilet downstairs, don't think I could have faced anyone if there were accidents. That's what you have to think about.
Anyway I haven't done that much today, I never can after having a day out the day before, I did manage to straighten a few photoframes and remove some rubbish, that was my input for today. Hubby asked what I wanted to eat for my tea as he had Steak and Chips, Im a vegetarian, so I had porridge with Blueberries, mainly because it's really easy to eat and is filling, all I had ate today was some toast earlier on.
I did decide to try that Cherry drink with hot lemonade, I thought it may settle me more for bed.
I should have realised it was going to be sweet as I had it with cold lemonade a few days ago but like I said my brain is slower today.
Plus the cup I used was a little to big so after half the cup I had had enough, It tastes ok just a little to sweet especially if your drinking a cup full, it was easier to get down when I drank it with just cold water.
Tomorrow ill try it with hot water and see how it is then. I may have to start using a measure aswell as your only supposed to have 2-3 tablespoons I think I may be guessing a little more. I will try that for tomorrow's drink.
I really need to sleep but don't want to go back on sleeping pills as they make you groggy all the time, my days are clearer when I'm not on them but having no sleep is draining and the black circles around my eyes are getting harder to camouflage with makeup.
I forgot I had promised hubby I would try and go to the hospital with him tomorrow, he's going to see the surgeon who did his hip replacement to talk about his knees and hands, he's concerned that they may give him another pain jab so won't be able to drive home. I will be bedridden for the rest of the week, there is a plus in this though as the hospital we are going to is a private hospital that our NHS use, they sell no giveaway cups of the most amazing hot chocolate, so while hubby is getting jabbed I'll have a nice hot chocolate or 2.
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