I'm not having a very good day today, I've had to stay in bed as walking or should say moving is difficult. I have put writing this post aside until I could move my and again without crippling pain. I can type a few lines before my arm and hand hurt. The pain is in my shoulder then travels down my arm to my fingers, I have to go rest it again before typing anymore.
I have just noticed that on my laptop and phone I have an app that does voice to text, I think I will practise with that as then it will be easier for me and less pain, less impact on my already sore parts. I don't know why I never thought to look for this before.
I stay in bed as lying straight is easier on all my body. I couldn't get down the stairs then have to sit up on the sofa with my legs on the stool would cause me so much pain then having to climb those stairs again for bed. I have learned to listen to my body, when its crying out in pain then so what makes it happier and to stop feeling guilty, there's nothing I can do about it.
My life has to stop for how long it takes to heal, I have to be patient. I have learned I can't do to many days out, if there is a day planned I can't do a few days before and after. I have had to cancel this Saturdsys day out doing as I am going to my oldest daughters for a Gender reveal on Sunday. I will then have to rest for a couple of days after. I hate being like this, the pains and having to cancel on everyone makes me feel guilty that I'm letting people down.
I'm never alone when I'm in bed poorly my 3 pups Geordie, Mika and Luna never leave my side. They are stretched out on my bed asleep. There is no room for hubby.
I am going to try and have an early night tonight, phone turned off and eyes shut by the time hubby comes to bed. I will try my best, I need to be fully rested and pain free for the weekend. I can't be laid up for Sunday. I am going to enjoy every second. I can't wait to be a nana, its what I've always wanted to be. Having a little one in the family it brings back all the excitement on Christmas, Easter etc. Baby bean is going to be my best friend and where going to do so much together,
That's me finished for another day, this post has taken me so long to do that I'm so tired. I hope you are all doing well.
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