We often are so focused on making changes in our lives, but sometimes it's passed due. There is nothing we can do, Or heck sometimes the decisions aren't right for us, And we know it. But our heart wants to keep denying it.
We gravitate in that direction despite our brains knowing it's not good for us.
We bust our hearts, and sometimes, in the end, We still don't end up with what we wanted.
Sometimes things don't work out; They won't work out. Despite all the fight we put towards accomplishing that goal.

It's Not Time Yet!

I hate looking at things from that perspective, I like to believe that I have full control and power over my life. That I can make a difference, That I can make changes based on the opportunities and resources I have in front of me.
But sometimes that's not the case.
Sometimes it seems like no matter how hard you fight; Things don't work out the way you want them to.
And ultimately you are left exhausted without that thing.
While I'm firmly a for being proactive and doing what you can to get what you want, Sometimes it's simply a lost cause.

Losing Hope To Move Forward

The beauty of losing hope means we can work to move forward. Often when we feel that the situation is hopeless, We go into recovery mode and we can start to heal and look for other solutions.
It allows us to get ahead, We often cling to hope that something will pan out, And it causes us to move slower towards our other goals in life.

Sometimes We are Pleasantly surprised

I Love it when I lose hope that something will work out, I set myself up for something else. And that opportunity comes back.
That's what happened to my Merch account, I was terminated, But was still fighting to get it back, So I looked for other options on my shirt store. I found a new way to get those shirts on Amazon. And once I had that store going, Amazon contacted me to let me know they decided to reinstate my account, So I got the opportunity to keep both stores, and it was an incredible feeling.
Sometimes things can and will work out, Just not right when we want it.