"The Bitch" Of Loving Others

WHY IS HAPPINESS SUCH A HARD GIG?

I AM TIRED OF IT ALL, I HAVE SAID IT BEFORE

NOW IT IS BECOMING TO SOUND LIKE A REINSTATED OPINION.

THE MOMENTS WHEN I AM SMILING, I KNOW TO TAKE IN AND ENJOY.

I FIND MYSELF DISTANCING MYSELF.

ABANDONING THE MANY WHO CREATE MY CIRCLE OF JOY.

I AM WORKING ON IT, I PROMISE.

I AM MAKING DEPRESSION MY BITCH, BUT LEAVING BED IS HARD

AND SO IS IGNORING THE MASSIVE DARK MATTER THAT IS KNOCKING ON MY PSYCHES DOOR.