Confessions of a perfectionist procrastinator, or why I will graciously allow myself to write short posts.

I make new Steemit articles every day.

In my head. Somehow they always lack some research and analysis,

and I store them away in a mental folder, called:

Excellent article by kooshikoo, will be finished later!

However, I'm always too tired, the task I made for myself seems

too big, and anyway I need to learn markdown properly first.

I always hold myself to high standards,

and I hate not being really good at what I do,

at least the things I care about,

and I really care about how I express myself.

Quite honestly I suffer from a certain performance anxiety.

But I have been suffering from sleeping problems,

I have ADHD and I have burnout symptoms.

So I will allow myself to write short posts,

like this one, which isn't even properly centered,

( and seems devoid of any proper point,)

because my tired brain can't remember how to center in markdown.

Now this post turned out more whiny than intended. Whatever!

From now on I will try to write several posts per week, even if they might be short, and not too brilliant.

Because that is the only way it will ever happen.