I gave up on trying to get value out of the 12 acres. I never was able to create decent living quarters and was continually giving up my livestock to predators. My last straw was when they got Hope. I rehomed the rest of the animals and moved into my van. I have some good places to park and friends for laundry, showers and meals. Time for reflection and looking forward. Planning on staying here in Florida for the winter. Maybe do some traveling when it warms up. Might try the off grid thing again on better land. Not interested in caring for animals at this time. Need to find some way of sharing value.