I want to say a lot of things but my english is not good, but I'm glad everyone reads my post.
The sky is blue today, it's not like my mood.I locked myself in the room for two days to think about my relationship.I have a lot of friends but I think I've lost a good friend for real reasons. We have known each other since I first went to college and became close friends. They are students who have studied far away from home so we have sympathy for each other, we have overcome the nostalgia of home when new school. We went to school together, cooked together, reviewed together, went out, ....But now that it's only in the past, she left me after 3 years.It was not a long time, but it was enough for us to understand each other.
We did not talk to each other, did not meet for a long time. Everything starts with the date she has a lover, we less go out, less meet each other. But I'm not sad about it, I'm glad for her to meet her lover. But her lover is a bad guy, he has hurt her time and time again. She cried more, not as cheerful as before, because she loved him so much that made her hurt deeply. I advised her a lot, doing a lot to make her happy but things did not seem to be high.She gave up all my advice and continued to love him even though it was a bad choice I think. I know I should not leave her but I can not do anything, I think everything is bad and I decided to let her live with her decision and finish everything. I think she and she can not come back like before, it makes me sad but I will try to be happy and not think of it anymore.
