My free time has been productive, my travesy with marihuana has been successful too, sure, everybody tells that right? I just want to tell how I deal with all of this. Been lost without knowing it, now I find a little more located… Although, I suppose it would have been that anyway without the effect of this beautiful plant, but where is the fun in that?
I have learned that my natural skills aren’t useless as I thought, but I can exploit them to the benefit of what I already know and I guess to say that I do not care about things, it's the same as saying that they do, right?, I just tried to ignore what is happening but I don’t know why, I guess I'll know it in my next years of rapture on paper.
As I say before, I am a realistic person and have the certainty that I’ll not be able to smell the shit in the world but I will ignore it entirely because I’ll be thinking anything happier, is cool. What psychotropics do…
I like to eat it, that way I avoid to smoke, it change my attitude it takes away the constant annoyance that I have, which is probably fear, of what? I don’t know, but I goes away.
I believe the only bad thing is it stuns me if I eat a lot, that's why I should have a lower dose that only calms me down. However, smoking, at first, damn, is too much the effect, but I like a lot the smoke in my throat, not in the lungs or mouth, just when it comes in and I can close my eyes waiting for the result I want to obtain: My ideas high and clear.
