I know you had some tough nights where you cried till your tears could fill buckets. I know you felt like the world has knocked you down and that now you just can't get up. But let me just tell you that you are going to get up, yes you are. You are going to get right back up. It isn't the end of the world although it may feel like one. People will let you down and you might let a few down too but you gotta live through it and deal with it. And when I say deal with it don't mistake it with 'crying on the bathroom floor' type of deal, you gotta deal with it by fighting against all odds like a warrior because YOU ARE A WARRIOR. You are born with powers that no one can ever have. You just have to find them and use them. This might feel like a hard, impossible journey and you might not know where it leads but along the way it'll surely teach you how to live and how to forgive. These dark days are going to come and go like a rollercoaster's highs and lows. You are going to feel shattered but it's not going to be forever. You are going to have some blue days and some black days but you gotta paint them in your own damn beautiful colours. You don't need to hide yesterday's scars. You don't have to pretend that you don't have a heart.
You are more like a porcelain vase with a few cracks to me. You try too hard to cover those cracks but you should know how beautiful you look when the light shines through those cracks and that these are the imperfections that make you so perfect. So let them be, don't be so ashamed of them. Take all those sad things that life throws at you with courage and reflect back at them but PLEASE don't force yourself to feel happy because sometimes feeling happy is not everything. Embrace everything that you are and every feel that you feel, be it happiness or perhaps even sadness. You are going to have bad days but you are definitely going to have the good ones too, for what is a rainbow without the rains or a day without a night? So cry as much as you want but don't forget to laugh twice as hard.