Do you want to know anything about me? I'll tell you a little bit of what I am, what I think, what I feel.
My name is Marius. I think there are few people who really know me. I can not say that I am a simple or easy-to-understand man. I'm a contradictory, complicated one. And I really appreciate the people who try to understand me and do not rush to judge me.
There are days when the comfort of my bed brings me the greatest satisfaction, but there are days when I'm moving and at the end of the day when I'm shooting, I am amazed at how much I managed to do.
There are moments when I become selfish, when I think only of myself and I must admit that sometimes this has relieved me of a few extra sufferings at the time, but it has also been disadvantaged in time.
I'm afraid of being helpless. To look at a thing, a situation, a moment without doing anything to change it. I'm afraid that often reality gets you up and shows you how small you are ... because sometimes it's not just will. Sometimes, no matter how much you want it to be different, you can not change that thing.
I believe in two, I believe in friends, even though friendship has become a relative thing at the moment, I think you do not get a life to know a real man, I think among the things we should live with more Or life is childhood. Childhood ... I would like to talk more about it, but I get nostalgic when I do it. I do not want to become nostalgic now.
I love the sea. I never get to look at her, smell her, taste it. For me it is an infinite that does not scare me, but it delights me.
I love loved ones. It inspires me and makes me think that if they want, people can really be good. I did not meet many, but those I met gave me a little of their world, embellishing mine too. I have thus discovered that there are still people who simply give, without waiting for something in return.
I like life. I like to feel good, to do what I like, to have people around me that I can develop. I like dancing and dancing whenever I like. I like good music, which I can not live with if I sing it, even if I do not know what voice. I enjoy live concerts and every time I turn from them without a voice but lively. I like romance, but it did not go to the extreme. I like kisses on my forehead and long hugs.
I do not like arrogant people. People who think themselves superior, though intellectually or spiritually, are not. I do not like people who solve their problems in an aggressive manner. I do not like being treated like an object. I hate to impose things on me or to find untrue things about me. I can not say that it does not affect me to some extent, different, according to each individual, what I see or hear. I can not say that I am accustomed to the wickedness that can exist in people, and I do not think I will.
I can not say that I am a calm person who passes patiently over all the miseries, but after I light, I pass.
But I realized I did not have to prove anything to anyone. That it is important to be reconciled with me, to be aware of the shortcomings and to try to cover them, so that no matter what the situation, I can say with my hand that I am not ashamed of what I am or what I have done.
We have learned that parents are the greatest treasure God gives us. That no matter how wrong we are, in our hearts and in the eyes of our parents, we are always the first and the only ones that matter. I have learned that God brings in people to guide you in the key moments of your life. Many times, lately, you realize what the purpose of that man was in your life and why at that time. I have learned that love makes you feel alike, the strongest and most vulnerable man on earth.
I have learned that in order to be in harmony with others, you have to have a beautiful relationship with yourself. To know, to forgive, to accept, to learn, to forget!
Why Marius19?
Almost a year and two months ago I decided to create Marius19 on STEEMIT. I did not know exactly what I wanted to do there. . Then there was "motivation" or, better to say, the reason I started posting. A wounded heart, defeated. I do not know why, but I think most of those who have started writing it have done it because of a lost love in time ...
With the page I started to grow up, rediscover myself, meet new people who shared the same ideas.
I'll make a bracket saying that I've always liked reading. For me a good book means a little happiness. It's one thing that I always find time for when I read totally into that universe. Yeah, I've always liked reading, but I never thought I could write. I figured you needed a lot of imagination, which is not exactly my strong point. Then, over time, I realized that to write you must feel. To live. To suffer. To love. Be disappointed. To be happy. To laugh. To cry. Be it you. We chose this name precisely in the idea that life means all of this. A lot of moments you get to say about and say "There were times in my life" when ... "
I will call this place "part of me". A journal open to the general public. A place where you can find yourself, or you can find answers to questions that worry you. In fact, we humans are, however, so similar, especially when it comes to experiences.
We have always thought that sometimes we need a soul dressing, even if it comes from some people we do not know ... there are words that if spoken when needed, I'm a real balm for the soul!
For those who have supported me from the beginning, I thank them from my heart. Those who have found me ridiculous or embarrassing, also thank them. But to those who have believed in me, I especially thank them. They have the best of ambition!
I wish you a pleasant stay every time you leave this place.
I want you to have a bright smile and a good thought always set aside for black days.
I want your dreams to become a beautiful reality.
I wish you a beautiful life!
DO NOT FORGET: ... if you need a friend and there is nobody near you, if you need a good word or a nice thought, here is your place!