Hello, it's me Clement. If you have been reading some of my other posts, you will see one where I talked about how difficult it is for me to get a girl friend.
Damn, I know it is not necessary to get a girl friend but I really want one. I am really not interested in sex or other selfish things like that. I only want a girl that I can share my feelings with. But it is not an easy task at all, at least for me. This creates the feeling of reject in me, because these days, any movie where I see two lovers, I just dislike that part of the movie or the whole film as a whole.
I don't know why, are my jealous? Then that really sucks if I am indeed jealous.
Many great movies that I have watched, once that love issue arises in the movie, I just hate the movie almost instantly. This really sucks if you ask me.
The process that a boring go like me will have to go through just to get a girl friend is really long.
First I have to get a normal female friend, them start chatting with her while looking very neat with the goal of making her like me, then after some time when I feel like it is time, then I will ask her for a relationship. I have asked like the girls already and the reply is not encouraging, so I have given up. But the fact that it is disturbing how I rate movies is really not cool to me. Maybe I will pick up the challenge again. I see beautiful girls every where I go, i only tend to like the really pretty ones, but I all all that handsome by the way. Should I go for the ugly ones, why will I ever date a girl I don't like?
My PC that makes a programming nerd out of me just spoilt recently, so this may be the time to try again.
You know what....I try again.
Thank you very much guys for reading this. Have a nice day.