For a long time I was thinking for what we need children? What do you think? Have you got a child? Or maybe you are waiting it now? Why did you decide to give birth?
When I was a baby - I loved my life: I had good friends, I did not think what I will eat tomorrow, My parents bought me clothes, toys ... And all that I owed to do - learned my homework and be obedient. But when I become adult - my life was changed. Now I should earn money, buy for myself clothes, pay for rent house and etc ... I should work at hated job because of money ... And now I have not true friends, unfortunately.
And I ask me a question: Do I want the same life for my future baby? And I say: No. I want to give birth to baby, I want to have a small copy of my husband. But I too love my unborn baby to give birth to him. I do not want him to suffer, but life is hard. I do not want him to cry, but friends betray. Our world is too selfish for my little unborn baby.
But what I should decide?
My mum says: «Live and be happy». But life is so hard to be happy.