I can not cast out from my heart the pain I felt, but I know I can find happiness in something I know I've won. It took me a lot of painful experiences to realize how this life actually works, all for the greater good. Things happen in our lives to bring us back to where God wants us to be. Other occurrence come to exist just simply to teach us. While some situations arose so we can apply the things we've learned from certain experiences.
God is God. Even if we question or rant unto Him as to why doesn't He spare the struggles and sufferings of all those who love Him, even if He's all that powerful, still He has His own reasons far beyond our human understanding. His plans in our lives doesn't always align with what we feel or what we experience, and we can not avoid them. The pain you're feeling right now will surely pass. It may take months or even years, but rest assured it will pass. Having courage is enough to go on. Be thankful enough that the Lord never gives up on taking you back to His path.I came to realize that everything is all part of the Divine process. That the moment I choose to continue the journey, I was obliged to change paths or take some detour. I have the right to doubt His will in me, to question Him.What is not right is to doubt my own self of what I can do, and to think that I am less valuable. Because all human beings are made for His greatness. Never hold a grip to a deadly sin by looking and thinking how unworthy you are-pride it is.We are all capable of doing wonderful things. We can do more than what we have hoped for.
There is always goodness inside of us, His goodness. We are all worthy to receive all the love and kindness in this world. No matter how sinful we have become.Please do not surrender. Do not come to an end yet. Even if things are way harder than you thought. Remember this: we all undergo various scenes and happenings in our lives before we reach our destiny, before the process completes. So please dearest self, hold on.💕