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I was hospitalized for two days and I just got home. My stomach got pumped.

I tried to overdose on pills as I really wanted to end it this time but even killing myself was something that is beyond me.

I am currently in suicide watch from my family and they just can't understand why I wanted to end it this weekend.

I don't know what to do anymore.

I sent my resignation without a care. I had to pay for the hospitalization of course and my throat is dry as a desert.

I don't have any appetite to eat as I only want to play video games and sleep.

Man why couldn't I die.