Hello friends at this moment I am a little sad and I want to share what I feel, with someone to vent my sorrows, because I feel very bad, I am at a crossroads of which I do not know how to get out, sometimes I think that my relationship does not make sense, I do not know if it is because of the time we have married or because of the routine we have been dragging.
We already have time that we do not make love and the day that we do it seems to be only to take away the desire, this makes me feel very bad because I love him and I do not know if he still feels the same for me , I'm afraid to ask him because I feel that his answer will destroy my soul. How can I say goodbye to someone you still love? How to accept that the person you married gets away from you? And he has not told me but sometimes a gesture is worth a thousand words.
Sometimes I think, that it will be that there is another woman occupying my place, and that he does not dare to tell me not to make me suffer, is it true that the custom is stronger than love? I do not know, but I feel that this situation is causing me more and more damage, and the worst thing is that I also feel guilty for allowing our relationship to get so cold and it has already turned into a cold that burns my soul and my heart.
I think of my family and I do not want my husband to leave the house, since my children love their father and I want to fight for them so that this home does not end, but I'm killed by uncertainty. I do not know what to do to solve this problem.
I ask God to give me wisdom to discern what I should do in this situation.