You are not truly alone as you think you are, and nor are you the only one who's going through this. When you are born into this world that is full of distractions that enforces equality in such a way that you end up losing your uniqueness, so that you are a perfect conformist of the "ideal society"
At the younger, middle or older stages of life, we always tend to look up to something. Something that inspires us, fascinates us and provokes us to work on building ourselves into our best versions. But in such a vast society, that tries to shove their ideals and concepts about how we should be living, so that you become a source of their energy, a component of their programming, a debt.
In such chaos, we are often mislead and confused. Whom to follow? Is that person good for us? Is this lifestyle suitable for us? Most of us are not mature enough to take a solid decision, keeping in mind the long term consequences of it. We tend to mirror our surroundings, so that we blend in & become accepted into that setup or environment. It's not a joke when they say vibes are contagious. When we have not been taught about our self worth and uniqueness, we tend to lose ourselves just to fit into something else for acceptance and emotional satisfaction.
That's why you are supposed to be alone, so that you can get to know yourself first before knowing others. So you can take independent observations and explore your limits and potentials without any external influences. You are alone because you need to get in touch with who you really are. You are here to perfect your vibration and control your mind.
Life is ever changing and dynamic, today the person you admire is there, but he may not be there tomorrow. You shouldn't get lost in their absence, you need to have your own flame kindled so you don't go blind. You should not be defined by others, for even the greatest theories and definitions change over time. But if you lose yourself trying to hold onto every person now and then, you become the sum of all the individuals you have come across. And such a mixture could be synonymous to a mess if you fail to recognize your true self, your own uniqueness.
You are here to be an individual grid of light. Trust in your spirit and don't avoid solitude. If you learn to sit with yourself, you can sit with anybody in the world. If you learn to look in the dark, you will understand every shade of light. So take this time, and get in touch with your being. You are never truly alone. You just have to embrace solitude, and let the energy come to you. The universe surrenders to a calm mind.
If you don't know yourselves, how do you expect 'others' to know you.? - Pritesh