STOP! Hive account@clemdane
hey bro, I read your comment here and I want to tell you that you need to STOP!
you should only be putting your health at risk for financial gain if you want fancy things,
if you only want a cottog and live off the soil start now, or else you never will
you need to ask yourself why are you really working for that money?
to gain approval from family? yourself?
go and live the life you want now and work hard making that a reality
don't prepare prepare prepare so that one day, one day you'll have ALL the resoreces, the money, and the respect to go live the life you want,
you said you may have gone to far already
well think of it this way
if you keep going and going killing yourself for "someday"
you'll die before reaching it
or!
or worse
you'll get sick, have to spend all your dream money on your health bills and now you have that shitty job still, feeling like shit, and spending all your money just to keep you bearly alive so that you can keep going
Now that torture
please please
don't preapare
start now, you will never have it all perfect before you get that cottage
make your dream your problem, not some else who pays you to basically kill yourself