I really hope you start to understand yourself a bit more
you seem to want to live a simple life,
but I get the feeling you are scared to be unsatisfied
with having a little

try asking yourself some guiding questions
"if you got everything you wanted perfectly then, what would you do?"
"why do want what you want"
"what are some important values you don't want to break"
"who are you vs. who are you not?"

hopefully, you'll get a breakthrough from your inside
to help you accomplish what you really want on the outside,

keep in touch I want to see how it goes in a year