I am inspired by your creative passion! I wish you the best of luck with your artistic endeavors. Like you I have worked the last 19 years. However, I am often reminded of the Bill gates quote real life is not people hanging around in a coffee shop all day not working. (I believe he was referring to friends) I also do not believe that everyone would be as altruistic about doing what they want in life. Some I believe would do nothing more than drink the day away.