They say to be loved, is to be vulnerable....... and damn right it is. I'm not talking about a relationship by the way, I'm talking a puppy, clementine(a corgi). The photo above is the last(by that I mean my last known) photo that I have of her.
She's with my EX(horribly bad terms) so I never see her... Ever. We picked her up down south, when she was just six weeks old.
Id liked the idea of her being "gender neutral" so I got her a blue collar(joke). I really wanted a boy dog, but she really grew on me. And by that, I mean sleep.....
And sleep some more......
They say say raising a puppy is alot like a crash course of having a baby, and it totally is. Every two hours, getting up to take her out to the bathroom. Listening to her cry ( and ignoring her sadly :( ) the first two nights we had her. Cleaning up her bathroom "messes" when she made mistakes. Having a puppy is no damn joke. But that aside, she was a great dog. She learned very quickly how to stay, sit, get up, speak etc. She got along with every dog , and even children. By now your probably wondering, what happened?
Well, me ann the ex broke up. She had trust issues (along with other things) that destroyed the relationship. Even though the dog was purchased by me, she went behind my back and filed paperwork claiming her. She blocked me (Facebook, number, etc.) Even if I did want her, I would need to take her to small claims court, and that wouldn't ultimately mean I would get her back, possibly just the money(which wasn't important to me). I decided with her issues, she need clementine more than me, still bothers me though.
As I said, the cover photo is the last photo I have of her, when she was nearly 3 months. In hindsight, I should've seen in coming, but hey... Love is blind. It's been nearly a year since I last seen her. She's obviously full grown by now, but I would most likely cry if I ever saw her again. Which leads me to my point, losing a puppy sucks.
Edit: found the video!
