I'm trying to figure out my life. I'm 20 and don't know where to start and as I sit in front of my computer trying to study I ask myself why. I hate school and hate every moment I'm in it. Why do I do this and study for some test that means nothing for some major that means nothing to me anymore. At one time I wanted to be a doctor, i know original right, but as I grew i don't know if its something I wanted or something my mom and dad told me I had to do. I love fitness and coming up with ideas and learning about business and how they work. When I go back to study on things 'i'm supposed to 'I get really down. Maybe it's a sign but I can't help to feel something is wrong with me. I know one day I'm going to make it but I don't think the current path im on is going to make me happy. No in fact I know it wont. The more time I put into my hobbies the more I love them and the more I want to do them. It's scary but I have to make the jump some time why not now? My point to all this its ok to feel this way but don't let it bring you or anyone down. Instead maybe use it to find and go after your real passion.
sorry for venting just had to get that out of my system but I hope everyone has a great day!