RANT 003
There are many things, things that will happen
to you and render you helpless.
There are things you expect to turn out in a positive way only to end up becoming a source of sadness, discouragement and other elusive things.
It's not a bad thing, it's needed; it makes you know your worth at times.
Just know, know that there are very few people to stand by you when you're falling down. There are some times you'll be unable to do what you preach, those you've preached to will be the one preaching to you, yeah, they might be the cheering you up. It happens, it's normal, watch it and stand again.
Things happen and you'll want to believe all is well even when it doesn't end well but you'll find it hard to convince yourself. It happens, it doesn't make you a coward, it's a journey to making you strong.
You can believe that it's not gone, it's on you, nothing is wrong if you choose to stand and shine — to fight the tide around you till the day you die, there is no ill at trying, at fighting, just make yourself the happy person you've been known as and smile — don't pretend.
You can try many other things, you can try that same thing. You can try. You can try. You might see yourself falling and burning on the lips of what you've used to help others, it happens, you have to stand and watch yourself do it again and again and again until you get it done.
You can be strong, you know?