Kinda for the past couple of days had something like that happen to me as well. ..
So many job offer calls, many chances and I am currently for the past couple of months, working on my own venture and also writting here for the hell of it...mostly my soul and sanity, trying to make it here.
Keep it up! You can always find a way, just don't forget to dream...don't listen to those, who put you 'down'...good luck!