Where I've been, where I'm at, what I'll be doing.
Soul Searching
I've been doing a lot of that lately.
I don't like to push my views on anyone. I do enjoy sharing my perspective though. Since it's mine, the personality known as me will often shine through.
I've been joking around a lot lately about checking myself before I wreck myself. On my blog, I don't often show my serious side, but it does come up. When I'm out and about and feel like being serious, I'll be serious. I honestly prefer to joke around though. I'm far more comfortable laughing at this world, and not in a derogatory sense. I seem to find humor in things I've noticed many others do not. That's me, I guess.
My internal bullshit alarm has been lighting up nonstop lately. I'm not the only one either. There have been a few shit-storms around the platform lately. I'm looking, I'm reading, I'm paying attention, and sometimes adding in my two cents.
I see people saying, "My gut instinct has been telling me something isn't right about this situation." There's nothing wrong with that. It's a good sign. We're looking out for one another.
It's not easy calling out B.S. and sometimes the words used can be quite firm. I'll admit, not once in my many months of being a member here have I felt good after putting on a big show under someones blog when I'm feeling like something seems a bit off.
Sometimes my version of honesty and how I present it can be a little too much for some people. Now that I'm writing a serious post, I think it's a good time to draw the line and let the world know: I need to chill the fuck out.
I see where I'm making mistakes.
Being an asshole, then later beating myself up for it, is not me.
I don't want to forget who I am. Who I was is the culmination of everything that makes who I am, now.
In life, it's often easier to focus on the 1% of it that isn't going our way. 99% of everything else is right there, yet can't be seen unless we stop ignoring it. Problems are not that big of a deal unless that's all one sees. Here, in the now, is all about where we're looking. Ugliness stands out in a world full of beauty. I don't know about you, but for me, there's no time for these tiny distractions. I'm moving on so I can return to where I've been so I can get to where I'm going.
On With the Show
Twenty-six in twenty-nine days.
Needless to say, I've been a busy guy lately. Have a look. Enjoy the show.
Have a nice day.
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