Oh my God, and I say God with a capital G... Capital OG! I was driving angry the other night, and my GPS started acting all wonky... It had me looping around between exits on feeder roads, and while I tried to reset it I rear-ended someone... God, I sound so privileged right now... But I am totally okay with saying I failed... I pulled into the first parking lot and so did the other guy...
He said he was mostly concerned about his girlfriend... His car had little damage, so he took my email and actually gave me a hug... My intuition said just go with it, and I was also in shock... A few moments later I was on my way, not even looking to see what damage I had done to the loaner car from my family that I was driving... The guy let me off the hook, and it left me to deal with my anger... I was out of weed, on my way to see my guy... Not an excuse, just context...
So I took care of that and eventually went home... The next day I see major damage to my family's car... It looks like I took an all night joyride through a golf course with Ferris Buhler! The autobody place has declared it $6,000 worth of damage, and the car worth $4,000, so a total wreck... My family relations have been strained to the breaking point... I am about to relocate back to Denver, Colorado, where I have a med card... Yay! I suck at life sometimes...
So yesterday the guy I hit emailed me, saying God intervened in his life... Okay? I thought... Sounds cool... I sent back a reply and he ended up calling me on the phone today... As soon as we began to talk, he said that he was planning on committing suicide the very next day... He said that when I hit him it woke him up and God intervened... He said I saved his life, and I listened to all this like WHAT? To break the tension I asked him if he was going to sue me now that he wanted to live... LOL!!!! He laughed and we kept talking...
I told him about the moneyart I do... About how I want to save the world with creativity on a blockchain... I ranted about how we can truly affect real change by making unconventional new ways to ensure our voice is heard... Such as shopping at Whole Foods in a HazMat suit, to protest the GMO foods they STILL SELL ON THEIR SHELVES!!! I told him how I made 10 albums of original music, and he said he is a DJ... The longer we spoke, the more I felt like indeed, it was a divine appointment... (Which is LULZ because I am an agnostic!!!!!)
By the end of the convo he literally said this to me, "Dude!!! I am SO GLAD you hit my car!!!"
Life has been more ironic than that, upon occasion... Yet not very often, LOL!! I think the very last thing I told him was like, "I know it sounds evil, but I am really glad I hit your car..." He laughed... Whew!
I am really blown away by this experience... Obviously there are so many more things happening behind-the-scenes in life than we could ever guess... Hitting that guy was a wake up call for me as well... I drove like Anakin with a bad case of Sith Lord, and it cost me having to surrender and evolve... I don't know what the future holds for me, nor what kind of new blood debt I may owe this man... Mostly kidding, but when I do get a cosmic assignment, I try not to screw it up...
I did give him a pitch for steemit and discord... Mostly as a way for him to connect with real humans, and possibly help him in any way that I cannot... We all need someone to lean on, said someone much wiser ass than myself... Maybe he will show up and be the life of every party... I can offer to hit your car for a small fee, if you need your own suicide intervention... LOL! Sorry to make light of this heavy topic, but that is my secret method of avoiding ever having thoughts of ending my own life... Humor!!!
Today was a lot of breakthroughs for me... I was thinking about the Holy Fool, since my life Tarot card is The Fool... I have always seen him at the edge of that cliff, ready to step over it and likely plunge to his death... LOL! But today I realized that he is frozen in that one moment, on the card... He is forever about to leap, but also forever safe on the edge!!!! As soon as that hit me I began to explore the ramifications of a life on the edge, willing to represent the underdog... So effing deep, man!!!!!
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