Did you sometimes feel you're afraid of allocating yourself to be happy cause you think that something bad may happen ?
I remember back in the day in my childhood days, elders often say - dont try to make a child laugh to much or make them happy to much because there are consequences that they will cry after that. I dont know if that belief is still alive in our modern age but do you know there are people out there who is afraid of being happy?. Those people are called Cherophobia. They think that something dreadful will happen if they allow themselves to be happy that's why they are fear gaiety.
Me, i didn't believe it first but after a couple of life experiences, i finally concluded that it maybe true i mean that belief seems kinda ridiculous dont you think?. But now i know that, it is simply life's pattern:
After the sun comes rain after rain comes sun, life isn't always sunny but you can't make a beautiful rainbow without a little rain.
I hope that one day i'll get notice here in steemit after all im no blogger so i know why no one bothers to upvote my post. Im just a failure with no skills nor talent, a nobody. yup i get that a lot but it's fine. Keep Moving Forward.